>>22749176It's hard to write an answer that's short and satisfying. She has frequent bouts of low self-esteem, is fearful of opening up or standing out, isn't good with conflict (with other people) and she has a tendency to overthink stuff and fall into defeatist thought patterns. Consequently, she can be very awkward in social situations and inadvertently keep people at a "safe" distance. Those traits also sometimes make her too obedient and passive, despite having an extremely self-reliant character. On the flip side, she's very kind, or rather, she's a fierce believer in kindness. She's always observant of those around her, and will not hesitate to take an active role if it's to help others, even though she'll still tend to avoid standing out. She's loyal, and takes gratitude very seriously. She doesn't hide her belief that our actions are ultimately all self-serving, but she demonstrates through her actions that this doesn't imply selfishness. She's also extremely resilient, and in stark contrast to her anxious side, she holds a generally easygoing and playful attitude towards life. But yeah, that's as unsatisfying an answer as I expected. I'd need to write at least a whole dissertation to paint a proper picture of her. I didn't even get into my thoughts on her family circumstances, ear disease, or fascination with idols and music, which are fundamental to understanding her personality.
