I'm so happy bros. After a year of meditation and filling my thoughts with nothing but Lamy, about a month ago she finally manifested! I woke up from my Lamy dream one day and just found her standing there in the middle of my room. It was incredible. She is the spitting image of her model, only real, and smells like sweet sake, just like I imagined.

I don't know how common this is among tulpas, but I can also physically touch her. It feels kind of weird though - her clothes, hair and skin all have the exact same slippery, waxy texture - so I tend to keep my hands off her. She never speaks, either, but this makes sense as I'm an EOP, so I wasn't able to imagine what she would say in Japanese. She also doesn't do much other than stand around. But not every tulpa is perfect, right? What matters is that she is here, and by my side always.

And when I say always, I mean it. When I go to the store, or when I'm at work, she is there in the corner of my eye, standing and watching. It's lucky nobody else can see her, or they'd probably think she was some kind of stalker! But it couldn't be further from the truth. She is a beacon of light, brightening up my mundane life. Just looking at her is enough to help me through the day.