>>23032110i am procrastinating on my calculus exam, i don't even know how to do it and i am genuinely scared for myself but even if i am scared i never do anything about it
whenever i think i am going to i just never end up doing it and it just falls through, i dont like this i dont wanna live like this and yet every single time i always let stuff like this happen, idk what's wrong with me, i just hope it's a mental illness so that at least i have something to blame it on other than myself, but im probably just a lazy piece of shit that never tries anything despite what the small part in my brain says