>>2305691I have sort of an opposite story that I dreamed of
I had a dream where I was working as hololive staff for a sleep over the girls were having at a hotel. Sora, Matsuri, Subaru, and Watame were supposed to be doing a video over a couple days.
It was nighttime and I was taking a break to eat some chowder, when I walk through the hall, Watame pulls me into a games room. She grabs my legs and flips me onto my back while my chowder falls onto the ground. Still on my back she pulls off my pants and starts jerking me off aggressively. I am in a panicked state, because we could get into a lot of trouble especially me, but it all happens so fast she jerks me off laughing at my flustered state. It felt good but it felt so wrong, when I cum I shoot it all over the carpet and on my face. She keeps laughing and lets my legs fall to the ground as I start crying. She tells me to clean up my mess or I'll get into big trouble. I spill some chowder on the places I cummed on and then go to clean it up. She also said, "Don't tell anyone, cause there's nothing they can do to unfuck you"
When we do a shoot for their collab later, she doesn't act as anything happens, but her smile unsettles me. I want to complain, but I don't want to upset the company especially Sora and I can't brag about it to anybody else or they would get the other girls in trouble. I try to just stay quiet, but I can't but fidget when Watame looks at me from the corner of her eyes.
Just recalling this, I feel so dirty. Like I should have enjoyed it, but I just feel like I was used up for enjoyment. I just hope I don't see her in my dreams again