>>23149001During her initial monetization, a flood of "I would of killed myself without the support of your streams came in" and she would take the time to read them out and cry about each one. Telling the person she loved them and was there for them, honest feelings from someone who wasn't expecting this kind of attention.
But it was multiple per stream, and people were literally giving ever last cent of their bank accounts, maxing credit cards, and there was a competition of sorts because... she gave these people a LOT of attention.
The amount went up and up, and Ollie's sanity went down and down.
The oversharing was the contrast with the Memberships streams, she would go into her family situation, her emotions, her mental health. She once said after struggling to get a therapist that she would just "use membership streams as therapy" which is such a terrible idea but she literally did just that.
And those membership streams made BANK. I personally have multiple times where I asked her to say stuff like "I love you so much, you are doing your best, keep trying hard" when she did voice request streams. I was deep in, but eventually I just got sick of how... deep everyone was in.
It wasn't healthy, it was very parasocial from both ends, and in the end it was what saved me from emptying my bank account, (Instead that went to drugs...but thats another story)
TLDR: Eat my ass, read it bitch
