I'm holding on. Life is not so bad, even when it's suffering and uncertainty sometimes. I want to be more like who I think my oshi is, even if I know I idolize her too much. Or them, most people I watch seem either like pretty industrious or pretty well-adjusted people. It just never feels like I am doing enough... though I work (and work out) while listening to their songs, thinking about what they went through and moved past, and how content they seem to be just by increasing the happiness on this world with what they do.
>>23554346>>23557262You and me both. Those things usually take time. One day you will think about whatever you struggled with in the past and realise that it doesn't sting as much as it used to, and that you aren't thinking about them as much as you used to. That's when you know you moved on.
To give some ontopic advice, I am pretty sure your oshi can tell a story or sing a song about that issue too.
Look at Kiara and Mori talk about their old friends (including each other); Kronii suggested as much regarding 2021 on stream but never explained what exactly happened. I feel bad for not having any non-holos come to mind but I am confident these are universal issues, which means we can all learn from each other how to deal with them.
