I had a dream a few night ago, on the dream I was talking and chatting about so many thing with Takanashi Kiara about her job, some weeb shit, or even my problem.
I don't know why but the atmosphere was really comfy and peaceful that i feels likes i had fallen in love with her on that dream, it was strange because my oshi is Mio and i rarely watched Kiara at all.
At the end of the dream, my dream self feels very sleepy but i still want to talk for a bit more with her, looking at me struggling to stay awake Kiara told me to rest she also told me that i am cute but unfortunately she likes women.
I woken up after hearing that, and the bittersweet feeling was still lingering on me, i feel a bit melancholic every time i think or watch something about her now.
is it some kind of mental illness? or some sort of thing that can actually happens on a dream? Why Kiara tho? my oshi is not her but why is it her who comes to my dream?