>>24011163Pretty sure she said that in the besties off collab.
>>23979259Nothing really. This is a personal rrat of mine, but I don't think Rosemi wants to start swearing for fear that she'll be compared to Petra, or people will say she is copying her style. Because Petra swears but is honestly very naive most sexual innuendos fly over her head, and she doesn't like sex jokes anyway (much like Rosemi).
You'd think being the "representative" FGC girl of NijiEN (despite never playing fightan games lmao) she'd have more of a potty mouth but Rosemi seems to overthink and postone stuff until she HAS to make a very abrupt change, so my reasoning is that despite how much she dislikes being seen as the seiso one, she won't change it because that's the image people have of her and if it's gone then she has nothing else to rely on.
And that's not even getting into the fact that she says she is BARELY getting comfortable around her coworkers to be herself a little more. I think Rosemi made a mistake in not taking a long break after quitting to really think about her persona and the type of content she wants to deliver.
I think she misunderstood that people wanted to see nothing but collabs from her because they wanted to see her come out of her shell (I personally understood her desire to collab more and be more outgoing to mean she'd organize collabs herself of 3 or 4 people, because just joining 10+ people collabs she will never get out of her shell and she'll feel more reclusive).
And she mistakenly tries to treat her coworkers as IRL friends which already takes her very fucking long to make, be it because of life experiences or because of her personality.
Either way, she has no one but herself to blame for this imposter syndrome she's feeling, and it's kinda pathetic it has taken her this long to find a comfortable mix of kayfabe and herself with the Rosemi character.