>>24522291I will trick her into letting me help her by making her think she is helping me instead. As an example, getting three square meals a day, I would ask her if she wants to help me cook a good meal, even if she doesn't, she might feel guilted into wanting to help because It would make me happy to spend time together, and she might sit down and eat with me and we can talk about whatever.
I would ask her if she wanted to cuddle around bed time and she might one day fall asleep in my arms, so both of us would get enough sleep for a change.
Maybe its fucked up but we would both be helping improve ourselves but for another person instead.
I want to improve my life but hate myself, doing it for someone I care about seems worthwhile
