Vtubers never helped me get better, they made me worse.
As you get lonelier and lonelier you find yourself relying on your oshis' streams more and more.
You start thinking about your oshi like she's your friend, you wonder what it'd be like if you met, if you had a relationship
What it would be like if you lived with her, if you could stream with her.
It'll never happen. It only makes you feel worse.
All I can do is send her superchats
You waste your time living in a delusion
You're not special, everyone is thinking the same as you. Everyone wants to be her friend.
You're haunted by the fact one day she'll stop streaming
And when you realise it's either too late to go back or the damage has already been done.