>>24720236She's extremely pro life, so she was very sad at killing the ant.
When she arrived home she crawled in bed and cried, the whole experience made her think about the frailty of life, which made her even more sad about her health condition and her twelve sick family members. Then she went to the bathroom and cried, feeling like all the efforts she puts into performing and streaming are worthless in the end.
Also buy her merch.
