You aren't the only one to grow up on the /#/. Youtube is a cruel parent, but an effective teacher. Its final lesson is carved deep in my Subs count: that this vtubing, and all of its fans, are diseased. Meta is a myth. Gachikoi is a joke. We are all pawns, controlled by something greater: Memes, the DNA of vTubing. They shape our stream. They are the Trend. They are everything we chase on. Expose someone to number long enough, they will learn to chase clout. They become a carrier. Envy, Greed, Lust: all memes, all passed on. You can't fight society, Anon. Wind blows, rain falls, and the Popular prey upon the unknown. Anon tells me you see your Oshi as a "pure girl": something that heals lives, a means of Purity. Now, there's a pretty meme! Exquisite!