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>be me
>25 and raised by a single mother who I still live with (she has a good job and I help out with the bills)
>start watching Gura
>mom keeps asking me why the fuck I'm watching that "annoying girl"
>buy her merch
>mom sees it
>I can tell she disapproves
>Have lewd Gura art as wallpaper
>a month ago she sees it
>things get awkward when she asks me about it
>few days later she outright asks me if I'm into "normal women"
>I ask her what she means
>flat out asks "do you want to have sex with a WOMAN?"
>stresses the word "woman"
>start getting nervous and just say yes because I think that's what she wants to hear
>asks me why I haven't yet
>tell her I don't have that I'm too shy and don't have the self confidence to even attempt dating
>conversation goes on like this for a while
>outright asks me "do you want me to drive you to the red light district? I'll give you money, just pick one you like? I think just getting it over with will make you more comfortable around women."
>My mind starts racing and I say yes because once again I think it's what she wants to hear
>she seems relieved and tells me that I can ask her to drive me there whenever I want
>the awkwardness between us is gone
>a month passes
>today she hands me 800 euros in cash and tells me we're going tomorrow because I'm "too shy to ask"
>say "haha ok"
What the fuck do I do, I love my mother and I can tell that I'll break her heart if I don't go because she seems to think I'm some kind of sick fuck because of Gura, but I'm too much of a sperglord to do it and don't want to betray my oshi...