>>25364819I doubt youll get a full real BFE/GFE person to respond due to the nature of the thread but if you do neat. Ill answer this as someone who is lonely and I started to slip and fall a bit for one or at least the what she represents to my mind.
>how did it happen?bought into vtuber hype since i watched streamers as a pass time mostly brogamers though and anime aswell so a solid mix, cute girl playing games on stream. ended up watching some girl just talk about her interests and day for over a year now every other day for hours at a time or even just watching her have fun and fumbling around in games, made me wish I could have someone to talk to about stuff like that or enjoy things with in general.
>Is it just falling for someone giving you emotional reciprocation in ways others couldn't?I guess? Ive been alone for almost a decade at this point filling my life with distractions, she was supposed to just be another one but now i have some emotional investment or longing not sure which
>Do you ignore/pretend the other viewers don't exist (like during certain member/ASMR streams)?ASMR is kind of a given, but most of the time no.
>Do you feel the experience could possibly lead somewhere deeper if pursued?Nope I dont like the feeling honestly I was content being alone until I started watching her now I long for something more
>Does he/she provide something in ways no one else has/had?Not sure how to answer this
>Do you idolize said male/female, do you recognize their faults or just ignore them?Idolize is a strong word but I respect them
>Does he/she make you feel special?Not really, id honestly say she made me realize how unfulfilled I am as a person.
>Do you feel you're in a healthy relationship?No
>How do you feel about people who discourage said relationship(s)?Don't care.
