>>25342706I haven't... I haven't been able to talk to you guys.
I have zero self-esteem.
I've been thinking about running away, about getting clean.
I'll stop being so gloomy...
I'll try to keep my diary on the bright side.
How are you guys doing?
Do you miss the place where you hear the captain's voice?
I'm getting a little saki and I'm not coughing anymore and I can't wait for you to hear my voice! I want to sing!
I haven't even done a goom in a while!
But I have some very important recordings going on, so please wait until they are done.
I'm looking forward to talking with you and your live comments, thinking about what I'm going to say and how I'm going to deliver it.
I'm looking forward to your live comments and conversations.
I hope you still like me.
---Last year, I was so busy that I cried myself to sleep and cried during my birthday countdown.
Last year I overworked myself so much that I got vocal nodules.
This year, however, I have learned that I am too busy to die, and I have been allowed to take time off to accommodate my busy schedule.
I have learned that I am too busy to die this year, and I have been allowed to take time off to accommodate my busy schedule.
(Mentally, I have zero self-esteem and am unstable.)
I want to cherish all of you who are following me, my captain, who is such a mess and a failure.
I love you.
Please marry me (I'm always being asked to marry, so I'll try the opposite).