Teru sucked me in really quick for a while, but once I realized the type of person she was, I snapped back to reality and dropped out. Her behavior is most clear when she collabs, which she doesn't do much anymore because she's driven collab partners away. She will constantly jump back and forth in her convos both throwing someone under the bus to their face, while also telling them how much she appreciates them. Just look at her interactions with Whiskey, and why they don't talk anymore. She's not "menhara" in an endearing or character way, she's legitimately crazy, and wholly self-absorbed. She's an energy leech, and she has insulated herself with a bunch of enablers to fortify her position. She also splits out her membership content into a bunch of tiers. One of the things that fucked me up the most was being in her "2nd level" of membership for the restricted streams there, where she talks about how she knows people at the first level "don't really care enough". I know Teru is here, from her discord it seems like she/fans will astroterf here alot. If you're reading this, I think you're allowing yourself to live in a delusion, and it's hurting everyone around you, especially yourself. Please get external help, those who are closest to you are reinforcing your bad habits.