>>2610689Crippling social phobia and anxiety, bit of BPD and PTSD. You know, "the usual stuff". Real world is just garbage and most of the people are stupid monkeys. But that's heavily off topic.
Then again, maybe not. I recall haachama used to be bullied too a bit. These problems can catch up to you later in life, especially if you never gave them too much attention, and fuck you up a lot.
Don't want to start any new narrative, but it's another possibility actually.