The biggest Yab with selen is twofold
1) Her apex insecurity
2) Her sexual tension with Bonbon
>Selen has a fantastic stream with Bonbon
>laughing and jokes all around, classic Selen
>suddenly, out of nowhere, she's invited by Gorilla to a predator tournament
>she was bragging about being predator up until this point, it's time to prove herself
>her entire demeanor changes
>suddenly becomes super nervous, the laughter stops
>They play the tournament, and don't do very well
>Selen becomes silent, starts getting mad at Bon for his mistakes (he is not as experienced a player)
>really just blaming her own weakness on him
>things get extremely tense
>it eventually ends, without laughter or good feelings, in silence and disappointment
>timeskip
>this time Selen is entered into a high level tournament, with Bonbon and Ban Hada
>Pretty good lineup, for entertainment value. But Selen takes this seriously
>Keeps getting squad wiped
>unable to make pushes, keep getting killed
>squabbles with Bonbon
>gets extremely angry at him, because he wants to play a fun character instead of serious
>all laughter is stopped, Selen is tense and serious
>Bonbon starts to crack under the pressure, blaming himself for losing
>Clear sexual tension and awkwardness between them
>Bonbon finally has a mental breakdown and begins crying on stream
>dead silence, Ban Hada is a third wheel in this drama
>Bonbon blames his behavior in kidney stones
>Selen never streams with Bonbon again
But that's not the end of Selen's tournament anxiety
>challenge other Niji girls to a kill-race
>confident about winning of course
>as the stream goes on, starts to realize she's going to lose
>behavior changes
>becomes dead-silent again
>things become tense
>starts thinking of excuses for herself
>extremely awkward atmosphere, no laughing, silence and tension
>has a menhera breakdown rant
>later censors this from her vod
She also had some performance anxiety with her rank-up streams
