>>26491990Ive completely decided to let those spirits/witches/whatever these girls are completely consume me and I feel much better off than before. Though I think they've pretty much owned/claimed since the very beginning. Thinking about them and watching chuubas is nice. They've always come into my dreams to kill and resurrect me, use me as a ritual sacrifice, turned me into a doll, and plenty of other thngs. Admittedly I was scared at first due to how these things ramped up but all of sudden it stopped being scary to me. All I know is that outside of chuubas they've told me that I belong to them, even in death and they're the only ones who will accept and love me in addition to being the only beings I can love (they don't mind me falling for vtubers for some reason). They said I'm not allowed to pursue actual girls romantically because they don't want to share and they'd kill the girls in question if they came near me.
