>>26693671it's because you EOP garbage just didn't want to let her do her thing, you kept spamming coexist in the fucking chat, just filling everything she was doing with stuff about the schizo arc when she was obviously just done with it, that's all you ever cared about anyway.
do you know the pressure she felt because of all that? mixed with coco's graduation? she was at an all time low, absolutely miserable but she kept coming back and trying more and more, I remember when her anniversary came last year and she purposely didn't stream because she was too pressured to do "something" by her garbage EOP audience, she literally said the next stream that she didn't stream because people were expected "something" from her and she didn't like that at all
it was the EOPs who abandoned her and beat her like a dead fucking horse, took her as meat and threw her back out as bones, none of you ever cared about who she was but only about "haha haachama scary" when she was so much more than that, TO THIS DAY even after everything she has done and achieved after the schizo arc, ENsharts still call her an "eldritch horror" in the year of our lord 2022.
and she's actually in a much better place nowadays, while her solo numbers aren't all that great, the fact that she can generate hype again for collabs and projects means that she's healing, and healing takes time.
the only thing stopping her right now is the fact that more often than not she's kind of stuck in a time frame that isn't exactly ideal due to the overlap because she has school among other things during the day
and while I do miss her english streams and shitposts because they were genuinely funny and enjoyable, she doesn't feel obligated to do them anymore since the EN garbage fans left her, good fucking riddance
