I'm honestly still surprised by the fact that she didn't graduate, 2021 was probably the worst year she's had as a chuuba, even with all the "success" she had during tie first half she absolutely did not like where she was at the time.
All the pressure she felt, all the things that were happening in general, it was pretty obvious that she was very lost, coming back to Japan after a full year, she didn't know where her position among her coworkers was, and the one who she cherished the most was gone, then you also have what happened between her and Matsuri, and the fact that her audience and "fans" at the time were much more content oriented than they were her oriented if that makes sense.
People would spam about schizo stuff in her chat no matter what she was doing, and that not only made her scared of doing what she wanted because she thought people wouldn't like it, she didn't want to collab with other members to have her go through with that.
She was hanging on such a thin thread that I genuinely have no idea how it didn't snap, it's nothing short of a miracle I must say
She's in a much much much better place nowadays from what I can see at least, she's much more happier, much more calm, much more comfortable, and it's true while her solo numbers aren't that amazing, the fact that she can still get good numbers in collabs and events is more than enough.
I can't lie I didn't expect her to get even 30k on her anniversary stream but during the initial stream and not the rebroadcast she got 46k at 11 minutes, the initial signs show that this would've been a 70k stream easily.
And even during the broadcast after the initial hype kind of died she still got 38k or 40k or something, while also holding 10k on her own watchalong.
YouTube doesn't count two tabs as two views and will only count one, even if you watch through your phone on a different account since it's the same IP so her numbers were pretty much additive.
If haachama was able to go through that year and still be in hololive, I highly doubt anything will make her leave any time soon and 2bh for me, that's very much kneel worthy
