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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:02:19 No.27105495 View View Reply Original Report

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Jokes aside, how many people here are actual schizos or otherwize insane? As in officially diagnosed, taking meds, etc. How does that impact your vtubing experience?

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:04:51 No.27105603 Report

Quoted By: >>27110097 >>27116085

>>27105495
I have crippling anxiety and ADD that I'm taking meds for. I can't watch streams for more than 15 minutes but shitposting about them is fun.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:09:42 No.27105811 Report

Quoted By: >>27110097

I have OCD, I take meds, I have intrusive thoughts that sometimes makes watching hard. That's about it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:44:55 No.27107189 Report

Quoted By: >>27107297

>>27105495
>Imagine anons in this board have the money to get yourself diagnosed
You are talking about the impossible anon.

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:47:25 No.27107297 Report

Quoted By: >>27107897

>>27107189
>implying everyone is under american health care system
Anon, I...

Anonymous

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:58:29 No.27107744 Report

Quoted By: >>27110958

getting diagnosed and taking meds sounds like a fucking scam to me anyways. whats crazy to me is how the only solution to these human "problems" is to take meds made by humans themselves.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 12:59:33 No.27107784 Report

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>>27105495
not me for sure i dont need to be tested

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 13:01:59 No.27107897 Report

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>>27107297
>Implying SEAfags and Europoors can afford to be diagnosed

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 13:53:47 No.27110097 Report

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>>27105603
>>27105811
Loonies out of vt.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:00:50 No.27110366 Report

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>>27105495
Schizophrenia, but I say do not let yourself be defined with labels as it is not reality. Language can be useful but it should not affect the you behind you, ponder this deeply. I am not hindered by "delusions" and I know reality. I have gained wisdom that if I actually say will break the mind of others. It is logical as I have analyzed it in every way, looking for flaws that could prove that it is delusional, and I found no bullshit in the wisdom I gained. If I write a book about it, there will be chaos as everyone will receive what they want, and it will happen but not right now. I like humanity's current state of affairs. I am already with my oshi even if does not show on this realm yet. I consider myself a 4D being. Going further than this will reveal too much of what I know about reality and will be a hazard to humanity, so I will no longer continue.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:01:25 No.27110386 Report

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>>27105495
I'm diagnosed with a relatively minor form of schizophrenia that I can easily distinguish and ignore nowadays even without taking meds.

Going med free is truly liberating, the side effects of olanzapine is a bitch.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:03:59 No.27110475 Report

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>>27105495
Yeah, me.
I take my meds though and function pretty well. Not much sex drive anymore, but eh, at least I don't feel awful all of the time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:04:13 No.27110481 Report

Quoted By: >>27110822

No I don't have any of these made up retarded diseases

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:04:29 No.27110491 Report

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>>27105495
I'm normal (i think) but I like hearing someone rambling nonsense about something they are passionate about, which makes this shithole a great place for me to waste my time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:04:31 No.27110495 Report

Quoted By: >>27115870

>>27107897
>Europoors that can be diagnosed for free need to pay for it.
Why are Americans some of the dumbest motherfuckers alive?

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:07:30 No.27110595 Report

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I'm the most mentally sane person here because I don't gosling/unicorn, I hate women and am not on prescription medication.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:12:50 No.27110822 Report

Quoted By: >>27114709

>>27110481
Exactly. Once you consider yourself diseased, you become diseased. "Oh? So you can just deny it?' No, denial is affirmation. If you let it get to tyou ask questions such as that, at that point it already affects you. Here's some wisdom, why do you consider yourself "<Whatever your name is>", because you got called that in the past and that has imprinted in your brain, but how can you trust the past exist at all? The truth is it doesn't. You are not <Whatever your name is>, that's just the story you tell yourself. Do you see the analogy? It's all immersion in a stupid story. Empty your mind until you remove your immersion in that story, and you'll see the real you. After that, remember labels are retarded, thought is retarded (yes, your intuition is enough to survive, you do not need to constantly overthink yourself, you do not need to think at all actually), but the only way to live is retardedly, as you will find yourself in another story, but this time one of your own making.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:14:44 No.27110894 Report

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I was diagnosed with ADD when I was younger. I took ritalin for a while and didn't really feel any different. My mother said she noticed a difference but I think it was just her wishful thinking.
Eventually I decided it was bullshit and stopped taking it. Again didn't really feel any different. I proceeded to make some improvements to my life by adjusting my attitude on my own.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:16:26 No.27110958 Report

Quoted By: >>27112599

>>27107744
How is consuming chemicals because you have chemical imbalances crazy?

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:21:46 No.27111186 Report

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I have OCD. Sometimes I miss a stream because I'm too busy washing my hands or showering for a long time, but it doesn't impact my enjoyment or the experience when I catch one live.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:32:34 No.27111632 Report

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bipolar and adhd, i only take meds for the adhd because that shit can be almost impossible to safely and independently live with when it's severe. meds can really help sometimes if you're actually mentally ill and on the correct dosage

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:35:15 No.27111722 Report

Quoted By: >>27115692

i mean i huffed a shit ton of paint cans as a kid which fucked me up mentally

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:38:31 No.27111832 Report

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>>27105495
I have never been diagnosed with anything or been suggested to get checked, but I wouldn't be particularly shocked if some asshole doctor could come up with something. Though when I was a toddler I ate an antipsychotic off the ground of a nursing home and I guess it fucked me up for like a whole day. Sometimes I wonder if it had lasting effects.

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:41:44 No.27111937 Report

Quoted By: >>27115345 >>27115799 >>27128630

anons be honest

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 14:47:50 No.27112135 Report

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High functioning autist with ADD but i haven’t taken meds for it since I was like 8.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 15:00:47 No.27112599 Report

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>>27105495
No diagnosed issues, but I know I am defective as I am not attracted to 3D and am completely fine, even prefer, living alone and dying a virgin. That only affects me though and is likely not something meds can help with, nor would I want it to be fixed.

>>27110958
nta but typically the meds contain more than just blockers for a chemical being overproduced, or extra of a chemical being underproduced, and thus often just cause a different chemical imbalance. Sometimes it ends up worse. I guess it's not crazy but it's not exactly great. It just happens to be the only solution that isn't forcing the person to do something about it themselves, which would always be best, but often they are in that situation because the imbalance causes them to just not bother.

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 15:56:02 No.27114709 Report

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>>27110822
Meds

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 15:59:58 No.27114850 Report

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I showed my psychologist clips of Mori making Shrek and Adam Sandler jokes and he told me that praying for her death to pagan gods was completely normal behavior.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:05:46 No.27115081 Report

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>>27105495
if you went to seek help you're a fraud and not a true schizo

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:06:25 No.27115109 Report

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am mentally healthy, thanks to my supportive parents. I waste my time /here/ cuz I enjoy shitposting and I really like watching chuubas.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:12:42 No.27115345 Report

Quoted By: >>27115817 >>27123999 >>27127135

>>27111937
what does it mean if i've had literally all of these symptoms except for the hallucinations for the 2+ years i've been neet

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:17:01 No.27115522 Report

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>>27105495
Auspergers, well now a defunct diagnosis, now I am ASD-NOS. I also have a problem with alcohol starting back in 2018. All I know is I was shown one song by a certain blue haired alcoholic retard, and now I'm a cumbud, and addicted to women cosplaying as anime characters online. God I love this existence.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:20:41 No.27115692 Report

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>>27111722
Same but it was air duster, then nitrous when I got older

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:20:57 No.27115706 Report

Quoted By: >>27116085

I'm undiagnosed, but my mom is schizo and got impregnated with me at a psych ward.

I have constant negative intrusive thoughts and mild paranoia but I don't hear other voices, or see funny little cartoon characters running around my room, unfortunately.

It doesn't effect my ability to watch vtubers lol but my extreme ADHD does. I can usually only tune in for a few mins at a time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:23:07 No.27115799 Report

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>>27111937
put that shit back in the 'romal 'phrenia bag you fucking piece of shit.

unless you guys are having hallucinations. then maybe go to the doctor

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:23:34 No.27115817 Report

Quoted By: >>27115869 >>27116211

>>27115345
It means you're a normal person
We went through a global pandemic, everyone was isolated, anxious, and had shit hygiene and the breakdown of their schedules for the last 2-3 years
The real symptoms to worry about are hallucinations and losing track of the reality/fiction divide

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:24:52 No.27115869 Report

Quoted By: >>27115925 >>27115959

>>27115817
yea but im not a dumbass npc so i didn't give a fuck about le pandemic, don't project normalfag bullshit onto me

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:24:53 No.27115870 Report

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>>27110495
There's trace amounts of lead in the water here. The media. The food. The educational system. The gubbermint. Really, it all comes down to the freakin' gubbermint. They're a little evil. They made us this way.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:25:56 No.27115925 Report

Quoted By: >>27116050

>>27115869
I'm not them and I'm sorry you had to find out this way anon, but posting about how little you care about the pandemic on 4chan is about as normalfaggy as it gets.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:26:37 No.27115959 Report

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>>27115869
>The pandemic only affected npcs
Nevermind, you have clear mental illness and the only prescription is a 357 magnum self applied to the head

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:26:59 No.27115973 Report

Quoted By: >>27116028

I lie about taking meds to my doctor

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:27:55 No.27116028 Report

Quoted By: >>27116156

>>27115973
Lol this is a good meme but don't actually do this
This is how you get 2 meds that conflict and then you OD and eat shit in your apartment

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:28:17 No.27116050 Report

Quoted By: >>27116170 >>27116639 >>27116711 >>27117339 >>27117872

>>27115925
i was already self isolating before this quarantine bullshit i hate when normalfags act like they're the same as me because they get uncomfortable when they can't go party and have sex for a few days

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:28:42 No.27116082 Report

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>>27107897
Euro here.
I can be diagnosed and go on therapy for free but the goverment doesn't pay my meds

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:28:44 No.27116085 Report

Quoted By: >>27116133

>>27115706
>>27105603
>not being able to watch your oshi for more than 15mins
weak
t.former concerta user

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:29:50 No.27116133 Report

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>>27116085
Methylphenidate and its derivatives were kinda underwhelming desu, dextroamphetamine was always king for me

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:30:08 No.27116156 Report

Quoted By:

>>27116028
I lie about taking them.
I am not buying them

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:30:30 No.27116170 Report

Quoted By: >>27116211

>>27116050
>I hate that they act like they're the same
No one does this, no one wants to pretend to be as fucked up as you

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:31:16 No.27116211 Report

Quoted By: >>27116966

>>27116170
then what did this retard just do? >>27115817

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:40:40 No.27116639 Report

Quoted By: >>27116683

>>27116050
God I can smell the r9k virgin dripping off you

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:41:31 No.27116683 Report

Quoted By:

>>27116639
oh yea? how's it smell? does it stink? you gonna cry?

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:42:16 No.27116711 Report

Quoted By:

>>27116050
this desu

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:47:44 No.27116966 Report

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>>27116211
>then what did this retard just do?
its trendy to pretend to be mentally ill
actually having significant mental problems is still seen as cringe though

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 16:55:13 No.27117339 Report

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>>27116050
You're retarded.
As someone who wasted his fair share of years as a hikki I noticed some positive changes in my life and mood when I started going out more. During the pandemic I got so much worse I had to drop out of college.
Only retards and boomer (which are retarded by definition) believe that they are in complete control of their mental health and they can solve everything with willpower.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 17:07:01 No.27117872 Report

Quoted By: >>27118166 >>27118436 >>27121228

>>27116050
your brain is literally dying if you're not socially active. I realise it's a way to deflect the stress to blame the normalfags, but in this case you just fucking should go out and go to a gym or whatever.
getting laid is incredibly easy in this day and age. it's not supposed to be a challenge, it's a way to relax and stop being so tightly wound up you can't see the forest for the trees. there's a lot of desperate people out there looking for human contact. no point being desperate alone

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 17:13:13 No.27118166 Report

Quoted By: >>27122882

>>27117872
>just stop being mentally ill lmao

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 17:14:20 No.27118212 Report

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>>27105495
https://youtu.be/Ya5FUPQ9YCo

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 17:19:26 No.27118436 Report

Quoted By:

>>27117872
>immediately makes it all about sex
i hope you die

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 18:08:56 No.27120444 Report

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I have add and like the other anon its hard for me to watch a stream for longer than a couple of minutes. Putting it on the background while doing something else helps but then its hard to concentrate on it and I still miss a ton. I think the girls are cute tho

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 18:15:39 No.27120684 Report

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>>27105495
i have been diagnosed with ptsd after nearly dying from sepsis and waking up in the middle of surgery. a few times a week i wake up in tears, trying to rip out phantom nasogastric tubing i can still feel in my nostrils and throat. additionally i'm on a few antianxiety medications, including ativan. i was very fortunate to avoid any amputation resulting from sepsis, but the aftereffects of surgery have left me with a permanently reduced quality of life. i was able to get social security disability after an initial hearing, fairly uncommon but my case was so extreme it apparently did not warrant any extra consideration. even though i get a pretty decent chunk of money, it's little comfort knowing that there really isn't going to be any "getting better" beyond what has already improved. there is also the chance that the main medication i take to control my immunodeficiencies will one day stop being effective, which is effectively a death sentence.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 18:31:43 No.27121228 Report

Quoted By:

>>27117872
bait, but have a you

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 18:39:59 No.27121527 Report

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Diagnosed with ADHD as a kid, managed to grew out of it somehow but later on life got eaten by functional depression. At least managed to learn hyperfocus out of the ordeal and that helps tons when trying to do actual important shit or watching my oshi stream over 8+ hours.

I just laugh at shit posting, never have gone so far as to genuinely attack anyone, let alone a vtuber. I do get a little bit worried by the people here sometimes, but I do realize that the point of this place is just to fuck around.

I do go out of my way to screw with people to ruin their fun when I see them being assholes though, and get off on that.

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 18:40:03 No.27121531 Report

Quoted By: >>27125243

>>27105495
Diagnosed with social phobia, anxiety and depression, probably autism as well.
Used to take lithium carbonate, prozac, and sertraline, but free healthcare stopped covering for people like me, so I just go along with the voices nowadays.
Kinda got better with human interaction and depression because a fucking chuuba, retarded as I am, was having a nice life, so I halted my plans on an heroing to do my reps and try again at life.
But if anyone needs a push: what I took from being off my meds for a year is that other people can't see your ghosts anyway, so even as a schizoid it's fine to go out and bother society like everyone else.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 19:15:00 No.27122882 Report

Quoted By: >>27123761

>>27118166
go touch grass and talk to literally anyone for an extended period of time
the longer you sit like this the more your brain atrophies and the worse it's going to get

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 19:35:42 No.27123761 Report

Quoted By:

>>27122882
you know thats not easy to do for many right?

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 19:39:48 No.27123942 Report

Quoted By:

>>27105495
everyone is out to get me
there are spies everywhere

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 19:40:59 No.27123999 Report

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>>27115345
You said it yourself. You're a NEET and that's it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:08:35 No.27125243 Report

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>>27121531
God, I fucking hate Lithium Carbonate, had mine in these horrible tablets that stuck to your pallate, horrid fucking things

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:16:35 No.27125603 Report

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>>27105495
It's literally impossible to know how "sane" you are. In my eyes, it's the world (of men) that's crazy. The concept of sanity is entirely context dependent, and everyone has moments of weakness.

More than half of the western population believes that a magical sky wizard is going to bring forth a "judgement day" and lead the "faithful" to eternal paradise... whatever the fuck that means. In that sense, who is really the crazy one? All meds exist for is to adjust you to normal society. As long as you're in good enough shape to go to work everyday, and keep paying for their services, that's all these pharmaceutical companies care about.

You would be far better off picking up some psychology books and doing your own therapy.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:17:36 No.27125666 Report

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There's nothing wrong with me, besides the fact that I still come here for some god forsaken reason

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:21:04 No.27125810 Report

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>>27107897
>doubled down
for fuck sake anon

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:49:43 No.27126892 Report

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>>27105495
https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/elderscrolls/images/0/06/Sheo_SK_5.ogg/revision/latest?cb=20161106125754

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:55:25 No.27127135 Report

Quoted By: >>27127178

>>27115345
You're a NEET and being a NEET has a correlation to schizophrenia, not all NEETs end up that way but most schizos start as men in their late teens to early 20s who are loners and rarely deal with people, to the point that they fail to correctly socially develop
that's what it means

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:56:35 No.27127178 Report

Quoted By: >>27127265

>>27127135
>to the point that they fail to correctly socially develop
funny how normalfags demand you end up like them or you're developing "incorrectly"

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 20:59:08 No.27127265 Report

Quoted By: >>27127461

>>27127178
If you're schizophrenic or an antisocial loser then you didn't develop correctly.
You can either accept it and try to change or you can stay this way, make it your personality, and live in a personal hell where you're constantly alone and coping about it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 21:03:10 No.27127461 Report

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>>27127265
>If you're schizophrenic
sure, if you're hearing voices then that's an issue
>or an antisocial loser
this is where you turn into a fucking psycho and DEMAND i act like you or else they should lock me up in some institution
so much for normalfag "tolerance" (which is really just virtue signaling)

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Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 21:17:30 No.27128118 Report

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Depression and anxiety confirmed by a shrink. Substance abuse is self-diagnosed but thats kind of an obvious one if you cant go a week without getting fucked up one way or another. My oshis make me laugh and smile, and they are funny and charming people. Despite pretending to be anime girls.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 29 Jun 2022 21:29:06 No.27128630 Report

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>>27111937
I haven't had trouble with reality-fiction/hallucinations since around the time I turned 10 but it worries me that it will come back.
I have OCD/depression/anxiety but I refuse to take any meds and wouldn't take any for schizophrenia.

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