>>27246141She would rather hang out with her friends outside hololive and has generally grown more and more distant to her fans over the last year. She's become more secretive about herself and doesn't really have any desire to become closer with her viewers. She disappears for long periods of time now with no explanation and refuses to talk about what happened or tell any stories when she gets back. See her most recent 2 week break where she initially said she was moving and then later changed it to "house hunting" and yet she never moved. She also doesn't seem to have any plans to continue to house hunt in the future. When asked about it, she said nothing happened and she's not going to talk about it.
She seems to want to do things like make music or carry out projects, but after almost 2 years, she's only releaseed one original song and a couple covers. She says her plans keep getting canceled, but that doesn't seem to happen to the others in HoloEN anywhere near as often that it happens to her. Overall, it seems like she's lost a lot of her passion for more experimental streams and now almost exclusively relies on gaming streams. Over the past few months, she's had the lowest number of streamed hours among all of EN excluding Sana. She has the most members-only streams of anyone in Hololive and tends to retreat there if she feels like people will ask her about what's going on.
She doesn't like to lie, so instead she ghosts her fans whenever something happens. ignores questions, and avoids talking about herself.
This is partly due to her own fear of accidently revealing something that could be used to find out more about her than she's comfortable sharing, and it's become increasingly clear that she has a lot to hide. She used to be much more enthusiastic and emotionally open towards chat, but that completely changed last summer for some reason.after one of her extended breaks.
And there's also the obvious explanation that can't be talked about here that seems to be increasingly more likely the more that's learned about her.
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