I kind of feel personally all this is a waste of my time lately. Not to say this is the only place where backstage and front and center drama constantly crops up, far from it. But I'm tired of seeing so much bullshit crop up in this community in heaps and bounds. Someone or groups of people end up becoming terrible people, everyone is out for or against each other, controversy after controversy piles on top of everything else. I don't know how anyone keeps up with it all. I don't know how anyone can find any joy in any of this anymore. I used to enjoy it but then I kept encountering the dark side behind all this and slowly come to realize nearly everyone involved in the VTuber community are fake, complete and utter bitches, horrible people currently or in the past, or sometimes all of the above. How can someone like myself find joy in this again and not have to constantly worry about having to keep F5ing threads here and dozens of Twitter accounts to make sure I'm not "following the enemy." I'd say "I hate it here" but I don't know if I can actually say that because I want to enjoy it again but I can't see myself wanting to get involved any further. Does anyone else feel this way here? Am I worrying over things I really shouldn't be worrying about? I really don't know.