Rindo, I want to clarify something for you now before you get in over your own head any more than you already have:
If you're aiming be an idol or have the audience of an idol, you need to understand that every single fan that you have is going to be an awful person. Everyone is going to act as if they have your best interests in mind, but will also act self-servingly. Many of the viewers here at 4chan are awful people despite saying they want to support you but many of your fans outside of this place are going to be the same way, although not as outwardly vocal about it. It's sad to say but I guarantee many of the fans that you've picked up outside of here are going to be just as creepy.
If you want to take streaming seriously, understand that you will want to set boundaries between yourself and your fans and harden your emotions early so that when people speak harshly about you it won't ruin your life. No matter how wonderful you are or how great your content is, people will always criticize you out of envy, hatred, or just for fun because people are fucked up like that. Also, understand that your fans are not your friends and that the only people that you can trust to have your best interests in mind are your family (or in the instance that you end up in a corp one day, them as well.)
Anyways, I hope you succeed and will continue to watch you when you decide to resume activities.
