I want to fall in time loop of reliving 2020 over and over again. It was the shittiest year in this century yet, but that way I can be with my oshi and don't miss a single second of her streams. I want to groom her with all my money because when living in Groundhog day I don't need any savings. In couple dozens of loops I will be fluent in Japanese and learn how to draw, I will be making fanart of her every day.
She graduated without intention to ever return. I miss her. I know how her roommate is doing right now, but I want to hear her voice again.
