>>2983889Yes but you don't really have her. She'll reply to you in chat and maybe have a short conversation but it never goes any further than that. You will never go further than that, you will never be able to touch her or sit down and talk to her, you will never be able to pamper her and take care of her, nor will you be able to take her somewhere and have a date. I don't actually know her and she'll never know me. The best I can do is wish for her happyness and try my best to make her happy and/or comfortable during the streams.
I'm legitimately in love with Kana. I'm not schitzo enough to bother her with it.
If I was just a number she didn't care about it'd be fine (and that's what I tell to myself sometimes) but the fact that she actually cares fucking hurts. I don't want her to just be happy I want her to enjoy life and know how valuable she really is. Kana deserves it.
I've taken the fucking meds and they don't work 
