Never had a woman other than my mother fill my heart. Then along came Houshou Marine. I am filled with joy everytime she streams and archives to YouTube.

If she graduates. I'm gonna have to quit my job, and rewatch all her streams from the very beginning to up to that point three times and then kill myself. I already have an idea of how to kill myself. I don't have family other than a brother I'm not buddies with. If she graduates there will be nothing left and I'll be forced to kill myself or let me be run down by my blue collar office job.