>>30282488You don't understand, you're not broken. This is as close to his degenerate kink of cuckoldry he will ever get.
There is simply no way a woman would lower her standards enough to consider shaming him by fucking someone else. That would require she be seen in public by people that might assume she actually liked him as a person in any way.
Besides, if any of these ambitionless serial killers had their shameful fantasy become reality they would only know more despair.
How can they get off on the shame when they know nothing else?
Everything in moderation you fucking degenerates.