I used to believe in her, I used to be one of her most loyal fans. I literally loved her, even considered her a soulmate, someone with the mutual genius to understand each other. I watched her every stream, I participated everytime and it filled me with joy when she reads my name in chat. I followed her words of wisdom. I called her an inspiration for she was menhera and in despair once but crawled out of it like I did. I cheered for her when she released her orisong, called her a true Mega Idol, and even made her a messiah. I even planned to become a Vtuber in the hopes that I can be friends with her, and debate philosophy with each other.

Everything fell apart. All because of my history with Kson and the wumaos. I begged countless times for forgiveness and did everything to appeal and negotiate my expulsion not only from her fanbase, but also from Phase Connect in general. And nothing worked... except my doxxing, humiliation, betrayal and heartbreak. Even until today I cry every day, my writings are marked with tears and blood.

Pipkin Pippa, my Kamioshi, if you won't forgive me, then let me be your Enemy. If you call me Judas, then let me be Judas! If I cannot have you then no one will! Let the seas boil, let the stars fall, let the apocalypse and Final Yab happen, let the world burn. For all I now wish in this cruel and unjust world is your eternal suffering, for you to remain in the same Menhera Hell that I am in!

May Kson have Mercy on your soul. Because I can't.