Last Saturday night after a hard day at work I sat down to what I thought would be an enjoyable karaoke stream from my oshi, Amelia Watson. After a few duets with HoloENs and one with Kobo I was surprised to find that the next one was a "Fly Me to the Moon" duet with one of the new Tempus members. I don't hate Tempus but I fully admit to being a gachikoi/gosling for Ame and for this to come up without warning was pretty upsetting. I'd been previously burned by her dismissive "improve yourself" comment and thought about how she had lately only been doing repetitive gaming streams rather than cool experimental things and how she hadn't thrown a bone to us goslings in a good while. In a fit of rage I canceled my 18 month sub and started trying to decide between a few different HoloJPs to be my new oshi. But it's not that easy to drop an oshi. I still really appreciate Ame and her super chat reading stream felt just like any other. Was this a one-off or is she going to push the males on stream more? And will it be professional (like JP Stars × Hololive collabs) or spontaneous (since the latter would do a lot more damage to my image of Hololive as cute girls doing cute things)? Did I act rashly?