It has been three months since Beatani-chan went on hiatus and I slid into her DMs. Don't ask me how I did that, some things are better left untold. Anyway, we got in contact, or rather: I contacted her and she responded. I tried to be all cool and hurrhurr-in-cheek with her (if you know what I mean) but of course she saw through my act from the start.
You can fool every other idiot in /yah/ but you cannot fool Beatani-chan, especially not when face to face (or should I say: P2P?). I am sure in the few days that we were chatting for hours and hours she got a real good idea of who I really was.
So one day while I was babbling away, trying to make myself look like the best thing since sliced bread served with korokke by talking about "fucking those furries" and "that one new program I installed recently", she interrupted me by saying: "Have you ever done anal?"
I was kinda put off and shocked at first. I am not going to tell you her real age but a young girl approaching me like that just shocked me for a second or two. Then I regained my cool and answered that yes, me and my ex-gf tried it once but she didn't like that so that had been the end of that. What came next had me baffled again: "Want to try again?"
me: try again? you mean you and me?
her: no, you and your mom
me: lol what
me: so you really mean you and me?
me: hello?
her: yes, you and me, foolish guy
me: you're saying you'd let me do you up the ass?
her: more like you will let me do you up the ass
her: i already got the lube and my futa, you just gotta haul your grey ass over here
It's hard to make a decision when you're having a massive hard-on without knowing what to do with it at first. So I want to say that it wasn't really my decision when I packed my bit of shit together and hopped into the next train. I pretty much knew from the moment when I said "okay" that I was completely hers. Trapped in a web of, yes, retarded internet lust. I'll be the first to admit it. But I am sure most of you would have done the same.
I've been living with her the last two weeks now. Sometimes we're sleeping in her futon together but most of the time she makes me sleep on the floor with the ants. The apartment itself is pretty small. I don't know where her family is I have never asked about them. A lot of other people are coming and going, though. Some are staying for a few days, vanish and come again later. Some of them even post in /yah/, but I won't disclose their identities. I wouldn't want to make myself unwelcome here. I want to stay close to Beatani-chan. I know she doesn't want me to get too close to her, but I don't care as long as she lets me follow her for a walk outside (the Tokyo sun is so nice) and as long as I can spread my ass cheeks for her to invade me.
I feel happy. Some of you may think that I am a sad dad, that I am menhera for having let go of my apartment, my cheap job, my so-called friends. I am with Beatani-chan and that is all that matters to me. And when she holds me by the waist and furiously thrusts that 36cm hog into my bowels, I simply cannot ask for anything more on earth.
