It's not about shitposting and timeloops or drama or unicorns, it's about sticking with your oshi, through the high times and the lows, and to see her succeed on her own terms and pace, not yours. Being able to see that even in this godforsaken world, that it's worth it to chase that light. I'm used to being proven wrong ago, but this time I've been truly BTFO. Bravo. If only I had figured this out when I was younger, maybe things would've been better for me.