Had a rather weird dream today, which I summarized below:
In the dream there was going to be a single EN chuuba was going to be introduced independent of Myth and Council. Her name was "Hydrus" and she wasn't much to look at: she had like a silvery-red hair tied in a ponytail that reached down just past her waist and wore plain yet dirty and kinda roughed up clothes. Like, she looked like she just came out of a factory shift. I remember that Hydrus had an intro stream where she had an interesting voice. Imagine like a mix of Towa's old voice with Fauna's voice, if that makes any sense. I remember enjoying the stream, but she immediately said at the end that she wouldn't be doing any streams. I checked /hlgg/ and the thread was constantly shitting on her, and I tried to defend her with all my might. Unfortunately, I was typing fast yet slow much like how you're running yet go at the speed of a snail. I kept trying to type stuff out until Moomers popped out of fucking nowhere, looked at me, and simply said "hi :D" (That's the best way in text to describe how she said it) Then, she pointed at the door as if to indicate for me to leave my room, which I did and then my dream shifted to other stuff. Mostly about my family, I think? We were at a party and shit, but that's not relevant to this.
Why am I like this and how do I stop having dreams like this?