I'm sorry.

I told myself I'd never fall for it again. I told myself there would never be another one. Today I slipped up. In a moment of weakness, desperation, I did what I swore I would NEVER do. I gave... her... another shot. It hit me like a ton of bricks. All the emotions flooding back at once, overwhelming me. She's perfect. Even better than before. I'm not exaggerating when I say there were tears in my eyes.

I'm sorry Mumei. I'm sorry Bae. I'm sorry Ame.

I wish I was stronger.