>>32889387ah, i get what you're saying, but i didn't mean to sound gatekeeper-y. rather, i think it's a good thing for most people - that separation of performer and the person behind.
you will get everything from Vtuber/Idol Polka as a non-member; the streams, the shows, the music. member content is mostly just for, in her own words, "the co-dependant people" who wanna keep up with all her personal thoughts and as we're saying, she very much shows her complex and vulnerable side there.
if you were interested in joining, i can say Polka does a weekly diary post randomly, but about once a week, with her random thoughts as we were discussing, and a monthly ASMR, which i personally like very much. they can vary from sleepy chat, to comfy *nade nade suki suki* pampering fennec noises. other little things like outakes/clips are highly infrequent.
i always say you should only member anyone if you just like them and want to support though. none are going to be worth it in pure content terms unless you really just like them enough in the first place.
if you love polka's music and entertainment, the fact she does a weekly PolDen show, there's enough there to try it and show some support. if you don't get anything from the member content and don't connect with her, thats okay too. there is a vtuber for everyone out there, somewhere.
but you WILL become Polka, it's already too late, you have breathed our air now. >>32886687 
