>Watch your thoughts, they become your words; watch your words, they become your actions; watch your actions, they become your habits; watch your habits, they become your character
i'm worried shitposting on here for fun while isolated due to covid is genuinely fucking up my sensibilities and sensitivity towards others
i have so much fun shitposting but i sometimes feel disgusted thinking somebody will really take what i say seriously, or someone i know would see what i've written.

i've never felt this way so often before. i've shitposted for over a decade and never felt this way so often.
maybe it's how vulnerable the girls are. how autistic some of the fans are. mental illness from isolation. i have no clue.