>>34116273When I was in highschool, the girl I was dating and that I thought I'd marry cheated on me. We were childhood friends, and in middleschool I pined after her, and in highschool we finally dated because mutual friends thought it was "cute" and pushed us together. But I guess she wasn't really into me because within a year she was cheating on me, and I actually tried to stay with her for a year after that.
When I got to college, I swore off any girl who seemed even remotely unfaithful. I dated two girls in that time but I broke it off with the first one and the second one dumped me because I didn't seem invested and I actually didn't care. It was only a few years out of college I realized I actually missed the gut wrenching pain. It made me feel alive. I actually still masturbate to the thought of that first girlfriend cheating on me.
Anyway, that's why I'm a kronie. She makes me fucking cry but the sexual release is so good it makes my legs fucking shake