>>3464938eng to jp deepl, followed by google tl jp to eng.
You can never be Japanese. There are no ancestors, no citizenship, and no skills required for Japan. You are a white man who has fallen into self-loathing withdrawal and is distorted by the ugly ridicule of natural perfection by the mythical delusion of Japanese dominance and exposure to the Japanese media. Everything you can get from others in this position to make you believe that spending years of life in learning a globally useless language to the first grade level is a worthwhile use of time. The "verification" of is the worst, but you can't expect a poor individual like you to know the value of youth who has done so and abandoned it. The actual Japanese have a complete dislike for you. Thousands of years of language evolution have allowed natives to identify fraudsters solely by their attitude and vocabulary. Even if the self-loathing and stray dog-like begging sentences you wrote can be understood normally (not), not only can any Japanese speak only basic Japanese, but also the skills. If you hear the voices and accents of people whose achievements and liking are less than garbage, you will immediately break the relationship. You can never be happy. You believe that seeing a content creator who understands at most 20% is better than seeing your own race, and with a smirk, project your disgusting traits across your race. doing. But deep down in my heart, I feel and know that depression is creeping up like weeds and being crushed by unbearable weight. What I am doing now is that I have a whole new language medium to be ignored, and even the exotic trait of being a foreigner makes up for how uninteresting I am. You know you can't. Eventually it becomes unbearable and you will buy a rope, tie it, hang it around your neck and fall into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you and be relieved to be grieved but not burdened with intolerable shame and disappointment. Parents will bury you in a tombstone bearing your birth name, and everyone who passes by forever will know that Westerners are buried there. Your body rots and returns to dust, leaving only the unmistakable white skeleton as your legacy. This is your destiny. This is your choice. I can't go back anymore. Hate yourself, apologize for being white and a Japanese who only exists in your heart, and the actual Japanese strive to learn English for good reason that English is a universal language. I'm doing it.
