Ever since Finana started I stood by her for all her high and lows.
When people were making fun of her for the fart tweet, I gave her a chance
When she only streamed for two hours, I stood by her hoping she will improve
When she gave her romantic advice I made fun of her but I kept watching her
When she stopped interacting with her fans on twitter I still stood by her
When she went two months ignoring her chat after the privated zatsudan I stood by her
When she kept focusing more on gacha I still stood by her
When she cried during a honkai stream from backseaters I still stayed
When she admitted to using her superchat money to buy gifts to her friends I made excuses
When she overslept the minecraft EN opening I stayed there and gave her excuses
When she did the same again for the Yugioh collab I stayed
When she lied to everyone about her trip and invited Uki to an off collab I was annoyed but took her excuses
When she made Pomu’s life a living hell during the whole trip, I had hope she would have learned
When she cried about not being included in fan art I criticized her but again I stayed
When she broke several rules for joining a fan discord and using their voice chat, I warned them, but I stayed
When it was getting obvious she was doing something offstream with her fans I stayed
When she banned the word trap and Futa and went all preachy, I forgave her.
And now that she has made it obvious she created a secret friend group of her fans, while ditching long time members for a twitter group my faith in her is losing. She had possibly less than 60 members watching her yesterday. So I ask, why shouldn’t I switch to a better oshi? how more should I wait for her to get better, when will she get better?
