>>35019845Anon, aren't you feeling pressured into loving Polka? You don't have to love her if you don't want to, even if she's your favorite.
That's the good part, you can define how you feel about Polka. You can love her in a romantic way, in a friendly way, you can just get horny to her, you can mildly tolerate her, see her as a family member, whatever you want. You don't have to love her if you don't feel that way
yet, just keep doing whatever you're doing. It takes time to build up emotions for someone, I think.
As in how does it feel to love Polka (in the way I do at least) it's honestly a rollercoaster. She manages to get me to reach to the highest highs and the lowest lows when I compare her to the rest in Hololive. She's just my favorite and I love her so much.
And in terms of "what does Polka feel about her fans" she made a song about it
(please stream SAIKYOUTICPOLKA). It makes me feel like she's the most genuine holo, she's so great...