>>3587176Dads, I want to confess. I think I have been in the edge of my road. I can't cope any longer, neither med work to me anymore.
at the start I swear I will just enjoy her stream and see her as daughter, while laughing with anondads at /yah. but the last stream with the tears and joy successfully made me fell for her.
I know, Im very aware that I won't have any chance with her. and para-social relationship is not healthy. but her laugh is the most effective way to carve a smile in my stale face, every little action she did become priceless data in my brain. I have been repeating the part where she laughing at my drawing at least +80 times yesterday, only to try imagining we were on date and she laughing at my stupid jokes.
never ever in my life im into someone like this.
my current goal of life is to make her happy, raising our childs in the hill until the death separet us, only to met again in the afterlife and fall in love to each other again. what a stupid dream.
I hope whoever become her partner in the future will treat her better than me and never hurt her
