>>36213346Honestly though, I'm always trying to see her in an asexual way. I have a porn addiction, so I don't want to misconstrue her actions with deliberate porno lewdness out of fear from being labeled a creep. I think it's better to try to deny the allegations /vt/, /ggg/, or livestream chat throws at her from being borderline sexually suggestive, even for instances where there's a high probability of her intentionally suggesting or going for an innuendo such as her thing on feet and the chumjar
For example, her posting
>>36213471 could be interpreted as a reference to Wagashi's Mesugaki Succubus Trio doujin /g/364726/. But by doing that, it would imply that she's a pervert, and I'm a pervert that's shallow and one dimensional. Plus I'm going to train my monke brain to sexualize anything subconsciously, which is bad for social interactions. So I'd rather err on the interpretation of her liking the cute demon girl or maybe "gremlin" aesthetic instead.
As a coomer, it's incredibly easy to make lewd references out of any, even completely unrelated things. But by being a loyal stream watcher for about 1 year and a half and keeping my mind open, I know she's actually pretty seiso on that dimension
(I'd argue IRyS is more yab than her just from watching several streams occasionally). I've even consulted my fellow chumbudette from college about the possible innuendos, and she said that girls mainly only look at the cute things and the ero parts only came to as an afterthought.
I don't want to objectify her because I think it's bad for me, her, and everyone else. She's still new to the thing, if we make her get creeped out by ourselves, I'd argue it will be a net loss for everyone. But on the otherside, I also don't want to groom her, which I think she won't like and will stay away from anyway. I want her to learn and explore things the way she wanted and try to give her as much agency and choice so she can feel comfortable and can avoid things she don't want. I believe she's highly introspective and knows a lot about herself, so I think this is the best way to approach this issue.
TL;DR: I try to NOT see her as a sex symbol because I'm a talented coomer schizo and I don't want her to hate me. Also I think
>>36213471 doesn't differentiate succubus from demon girls, which is cringe.
that's just my front though, I still love to coom to good lewds featuring her amongst other things I coom to, but I try to separate her from fanart
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