>>3650784It's entirely her personality. Her model is very cute, yes, but it doesn't even factor i to the equation.
She's just so incredibly talented and likable, and yet, she struggles with social anxiety and loneliness. Despite being nothing short of amazing, she still has such insecurities.
And here's where it gets presumptuous. That...hits close to home. I'm no world-class talent like her, but people around me seem to think very highly of me, despite my social spaghetti. And I could never accept that, because of how I was raised. So I've been living almost as if drifting, with no motivation, simply succeeding at what's expected of me "because it has to be done", never really feeling any satisfaction.
But then, look at this girl. She's incredible, and tries her best despite her insecurities. If anything, that makes her even more amazing, far more admirable than an ideal person who can do everything flawlessly. Witnessing that makes me want to try my best too. My heavy and unseemly feelings, I want to transform them into something worthwhile. It makes me want to stop living as if though I'm dead, and actually live. And for that, I am beyond grateful to a girl I've never met, and would do anything to support her.
So, sorry for the blogpost. But I suppose that the reason I admire Gura so is because she fills the world with color.
