>>3647214>>3647740Anon, I know you've been fed this idea of the ideal relationship all your life. and for it, you've started lifting, bettering yourself, for the sake of finally getting it. I'd know. I've gone through this entire journey myself. I lost my virginity, went through multiple relationships, and 'enjoyed' being a chad. And in the end I learnt that that ideal relationship? Its rare to the point of none existence.
stop chasing after it, and find another thing to improve yourself over. I've gone through the entire hero's journey, and at the end of the rainbow, I realised that pretending that pic related was my GF felt better than having to deal with the real thing.