I completely fucked up my life. I'm halfway to 40 and spent the last decade working part time just so I can watch anime and play video games all day instead of doing anything productive. I have no skills, have a shit job anyone could do, and only make enough money to break even on bills every month and if I'm kicked out of my shitty apartment, the cheapest in my city, I can't afford literally anywhere else. I went to college but failed everything without trying because I have absolutely no discipline. I don't even watch vtubers anymore. I had been a huge fan of lives, but today I saw posts about Suisei's and already know I'm never going to watch the vod. My life is lived entirely on /vt/ now. Everyday I tell myself I'll try something new or that tomorrow, that's when I'll change and turn my life around, but I know I'm just lying to myself.
