I am under a time constraint currently so I apologize if this seems rushed. All of this started towards the end of September. Both of my parents weren't home (they went to dinner at some Italian place.) So basically I, (19M) was horny, and because the Hololive Piss server was blocked (my parents found out) I didn't have much choice. For context, I live by a park where a lot of Saplings watch Fauna's streams on tablets and they are generally trusting of outsiders. I grabbed one of the bigger saplings and brought it inside. It was uuuing, attempting to call out to the other saplings, but its effort was in vain. I was already scared at the time. It was too late, I had to do it. I brought the sapling to my room. My heart was beating. I took off my pants and... Did it. Every thrust the sapling would uuuu louder and louder. My dick barely fit inside its ass. When I finished I realized it had stopped responding. I had killed the Sapling. I was just mortified. I threw it out my window and tried my best not to think about it. That was about 10 days ago. I feel terrible for the sapling. I feel this could have been prevented if Hololive Piss wasnt blocked.