>>426162Can't say I'm different here as well. Felt like shit, not giving enough fucks about anything around. It's scary because I had plenty of IRL relationships and didn't have such problem. Probably because I had some sort of control usually. And here we're completely at her mercy, only able to support her as fans, believing she can recover from any shit.
It wasn't always like that. Peko was the one who brought me to the whole vtubers thing and I always prioritized her, but used to mix with other vtubers, even skipping some streams if the game is not interesting, etc.
But now she's my source of inspiration and energy, I heavily depend on her happiness. Even if Pekora ends someday, I'll still hope the actual person will continue streaming somehow, somewhere.
