>>37495083i'd rather my oshi get off at me crying so she does a mix between emotional / physical abuse to see which one breaks me faster.
i want her to then cuddle me close to her when i become hysterical and whisper soothing words into my ear and stroke my hair gently. i want her to tell me gently while im sobbing into her chest that im such a good boy showing my pathetic side to her and that she loves me very much.
I dislike how writing all that gave me a boner.