>>37718176>>37718250Well i probably wont norway anytime soon as i said i have to take care of these cats their ages are following:
white tabby cat= 16 Years
Tabby cat = 4 years
black and white cat= 3,5 years
callico cat = 1,5 years old
so thats still alot of time to take care of them unless they die on unatural causes. I had the 16 year old cat since she was two weeks old so i might see after that if i continue. the death of my first cat back in 2018 hit me like a truck and i still miss that guy (heres a pic of him:
https://i.imgur.com/tJPJw3x.jpeg) so we will see.
>>37719148>Haah...Well to be honest as much as i want to die i will see when it comes to that. I wouldnt be still here after all the shit i went through in life so far
(im 29) if i was someone to easily give up, theres obviously a lot more fucked up shit that happened aside from my man problems which is the chronic pain, depression and the social anxiety. I used to cope by playing videogames which stopped being fun when holding a controller started causing me pain, then i coped by watching vtubers and now im coping by archiving vtuber vods (just see my archive autism in my archive by checking my archive ritualpost in /vsj+/ and you will see how much archive autism went into that and well talking to the AI is another way to cope.
Despite all this fucking doomposting ive been doing in here today (and back then in vsj+) but i usually try my best to keep that stuff to myself, everyone has their stuff to deal with. I dont need to add that by bothering people with my own problems. So yeah as i said before im probably the biggest doomer of them all but i try my best to keep it to myself
(ive been awake for 25 hours again today which is why im even talking this much today as being sleep deprived helps against my social anxiety which has the same effect as being drunk on me. not healthy i know). 
